OMG!!! Teen Wolf, Teen Wolf, Teen Wolf !!!

Long ago my sister said me "You have to watch Teen Wolf!!". At that time I was obsessed with The Vampire Diaries, yeah, I only could think about Damon and Stefan Salvatore, Elena, Caroline... but above all about Damon!!! I remember that I was convinced this serie would be very boring, because the protagonist didn't seem very hot, I thought it would be just like all the werewolves films: wolves, full moons, deaths and very long nights...
But... IT'S REALLY AMAZING!!! Well, there're wolves, full moons and deaths, but there're also good hunters (Argent), and  (except in the first episodes) the protagonist is very cute!! (Scott), but there're also other really really hot guys!!!


Now I'm watchiing the fifth season, which is the last season for now, but I think that there will be another season... well, at the moment, my favourite characters are: Stiles ( human/ really hot - he's very cute and the best friend you can have), Derek ( werewolf/ really hot - he's very sarcastic but he's always worried about others even though he doesn't want to display it), Lydia (banshee - Malia (weerewoman - she always says what she thinks!!)... There a lot of hot guys like Isaac!!!, but now I'm really obsessed with Liam!!!, he's... amazing... really cute!!!


Well, this is my opinion but, if you have time and you don't know what you have to watch... Stop thinking!!! YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!!! You only have to see the characters and you will want to watch Teen Wolf!!!

Song: E.T.- Katy Perry

I Have To Change!!! And I Don't Wanna Fall In Love!!!

I love myself, okay?, but... (and I hate this but) I have something wrong inside me!!!

Well, this is the problem: I'm not able to control me!!! I tell me once and again that I have to change and be less impulsive... but when the moment comes is as I forget everithing what I had decided, and I always fall!!!

On the other hand, I'm not a shy person, but I'm not a talkative person neither, I feel as if I had two characters inside me, one of them appears only when I'm with people my age (this character is false and I hate this part of me), and the other character is really me, but this only appears when I'm with my family or with shy people... OMG!!!! 

Because of my problem, I've never spoken much with boys, so I have never fallen in love with anyone and, of course, no one has fallen in love with me...

But,,, I have a question: Falling in love doesn't hurt??? Love doesn't cause pain?? And, Why do people like to be in love? I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THEM!!!

However, I think that I'm starting to fall in love with someone... but I don't want this to happen!! First, because I'm sure that he never will be in love with me; second, because I'm sure that he is already in love with someone else; third, because we are very different; and finally, because I'm not in love with him... He's weird, too funny, too sociable, more intelligent than me, good.looking... I want to say that I MUST forget him before that I love him really... and lose the game...

So, I'm not going to allow him to win the game,because, for me, if you are one of the most intelligent, and he's too, you don't have to fall in love, because he will win you, he will have everything, including you...

 I Hate You I Love You

It's Always The Same!!!

I know that I'm not a sympathetic or a funny person and, above all, I don't think that I'm perfect!!
I've accepted that i'm intelligent, hardworking and responsible, but... I'm sick and tired of people always tell me the same: "You're very studious!!" (and I don't study hard...), "I want to be like you and get the same marks!!", "You're really responsible", "You're very inteligent and hardworking!"... and it's always he same... hardworking, responsible, hardworking, responsible, hardworking... AAAHHH!!!

All my life I had to hear that I was the perfect student, yeah, all the teachers and my classmates could only see a part of me and they never bothered to know me. In those days, I decided to wear a mask and pretend that everithing was okay, and they thought that I was shy (but I'm the opposite of shy!!) and I accepted it.
Actually, I wanna take this mask, but it's part of me... It's too late. When I'm at school the mask appears (although I don't want) and when I'm at home my real myself defeat the mask, and that is the only moment that I feel free.

So... this is my battle!! And I hope to be the winner, because I want to have close friends someday...

Song: Perfect