I know that I'm not a sympathetic or a funny person and, above all, I don't think that I'm perfect!!
I've accepted that i'm intelligent, hardworking and responsible, but... I'm sick and tired of people always tell me the same: "You're very studious!!" (and I don't study hard...), "I want to be like you and get the same marks!!", "You're really responsible", "You're very inteligent and hardworking!"... and it's always he same... hardworking, responsible, hardworking, responsible, hardworking... AAAHHH!!!
All my life I had to hear that I was the perfect student, yeah, all the teachers and my classmates could only see a part of me and they never bothered to know me. In those days, I decided to wear a mask and pretend that everithing was okay, and they thought that I was shy (but I'm the opposite of shy!!) and I accepted it.
Actually, I wanna take this mask, but it's part of me... It's too late. When I'm at school the mask appears (although I don't want) and when I'm at home my real myself defeat the mask, and that is the only moment that I feel free.
So... this is my battle!! And I hope to be the winner, because I want to have close friends someday...
Song: Perfect
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